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Thursday, August 31, 2006

PRELIM WEEK.
Went by fast. Monday was social studies and um...poa p2.
I did every question for POA!! Weeeheee!!
So excited to get my paper back. Urm...skip the humanities though. Really sucked at ss and geography. But...there is always room for improvements. Not for prelims maybe I'd get it right by the time it's 'O's right?
And for Tuesday, we had our paper ones. I liked the english composition that I wrote. Even though it was a 'thinking on my feet' kind of story. If you ask me it sounds like some kind of documentary show we see on television. Lamest part is, the name I gave to the area. Cera, in Africa. Like oh-my-goodness! That's so not african. But whatever. The paper is done and over with and I'm happy with it. Real happy.
Malay paper one was a bit troubling. Yep. First time I touched on doing dialogue instead of the usual letter. I found out that my letter writing 'skills' just stinks so...hm...used up a lot of time on it. And the composition wasn't satisfying me. I hated it. I HATE MY COMPO I HATE IT HATE IT! I wish I could think faster. I want my brain to think on lightning speed. Argh!! Every time I stop to think about a word I wasted some time. Then realising the time I wasted I stressed myself on that and forget about the word. After that I thought about the word again and it was just the most stressful moment ever. EVER!!! Never been in such a situation where everything is so cramped up in my head. What the heck. Forget about it.

Wednesday.
Practicals. Hehehe...had fun doing everything on my own. Didn't know why. I thought it was only one booklet that had to be done but soon after I finished my biology, I realised there was another pink booklet on the bench beside me so I flipped it and it's chemistry time. Grrrr....
I didn't have the time to finish up the whole paper but I did what I could. I really did. Please let my grades be good....
Fun part ater the practicals was that we were babysat by the teachers. There were different shifts and it's really a long story.
Really lazy to tell everything here. Mwa ha ha.
Night all.

{ 10:11 pm }
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Sunday, August 27, 2006

I <3 STRESS.
Wow. Wonder what life would be like without stress. Boring? Too relaxed? Slacked? Plain boring? Yes, maybe. What about compressing stress? You know. Last minute work. That's even better. If you want to get sick uh. Ok ok. Prelims start tomorrow. Wow! I've studied. Need to study a few more chapters. That's all. Um...make things better. A few LESS chapters. Yah...2 more. On ss. One thing I like about SS is...the chapters are organized well. Soooo.....easy to read. Faster! It's in points!
Then at night I'm going to do POA.
Yes I've planned it all out.
Latest I MUST start on POA is 7 pm.
ITS A MUST!
As I was thinking, I have three subjects to juggle. Humanities, POA and Art. I MUST score EXTREMELY well to achieve what I want. What I always wanted. Mwa ha ha....
Siow.

Hm...on to yesterday aight?
Saturday.
Had tuition. At the new place!
Was so clean. Very white. Hygienic. Navigation problem! LOST!
Sad to say I didn't really know how to get to the place. Actually Malina told me ,on Thursday, that for Saturday's tuition, when I arrived, text her so that we could meet at the bus stop and go to the new place together. She knew the place but I didn't. So I did as told. I smsed her. Then waited. And waited. And waited. No reply. Tried calling.
" The M1 customer that you have called is currently not available." [Or so the recording goes. tehee]
Die! Kanchiong already. Then smsed hafiz. ok...No reply also. Tried calling.
" The singtel mobile customer that you have reached is not available. Please try again later." [ That very same operator said again. I can assure you it's the same person! but nevermind.]
I'm dead. I didnt know how to get there and I was already making my way to the interchange. Last resort, smsed fikri.
Then he called and told me the way around the place. Due to my lacking sense of navigations and directions, I still couldnt figure out where the place was.
He said call him again when I've reached the usual bus stop. And I did. Guess where the place was?
Further down the alley. Haish.
Thought where was the block. Couldn't find it.
So I was like where am I?
Luckily while walking to the place I met with one of the usual people at tuition. She pointed out this "Sophie's Bridal Place."
Then she said, " you see the blue door?"
me: the one that's open eh?
she: yes that one.
Every door was blue!
A few were open!
I thought it was the sophie's bridal thing.. Haha..
The gate was open.
And I wanted to go to that door but then I looked further back and saw my tuition place. FINALLY!!
Saw Malina there. Haha..Battery was flat. And hafiz, wasn't in Singapore.
That explains the operator on the line.
Was so tired when I got there. Hahahaha...
Haish..enough searching for one night!

{ 4:34 pm }
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Friday, August 25, 2006

Frankly speaking, I actually feel ready to sit for my prelims next week. Urm..minus off POA and SS though. Not minusing off completely because I'm not clueless about those 2 subjects. Just hate them. I'm prepared for maths! Can't wait but I guess I'm going to have to because it is after the September holidays. Funny schedule. A quarter of it before the term then them others in the next term.

Alright, at school today.
Kind of a boring day.
Anyway, just now during POA, Honey sat behind me. [ Actually she does sit behind me all the time for lessons. mwa ha! but let's continue...] So then I turned round to ask Pei Zhen something. I rested my hand on Honey's table. She was sick..think she's down with flu. After asking, I faced front again because Mdm Poon was explaining. My hand was still at Honey's desk. And Honey coughed. Afterwards, she sneezed. Then suddenly I felt water on my right hand[ which was on her desk. ]I turned and asked her if she just sneezed. Yes she did. And I asked her again
"Did you just sneezed at my hand? "
She grinned.
ALAMAK!!
She sneezed at my hand la. Disgusting!
Luckily no mucus or anything of the sort came out flying.
Haish... then I lazy to wipe, left it like that. hahaha...worst right! But what the heck.

For this week I didn't say much in school.
My sorethroat got worst and my voice was like...Erggh...
Y'know, just sucks!

{ 2:55 pm }
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Sunday, August 20, 2006

I'm having a very bad headache. And I am down with fever. But I took Panadol and it's making my headache worst!
Don't know if I'll be fit enough for school tomorrow. Being sick on a Sunday is very gay. Haish...
Just when I thought I wanted to finish doing my english homework this afternoon, I fell ill.
So just now in class it was friggin cold even though the fan was not infront of me. Yet, it was still cold. That sick huh.

{ 10:10 pm }
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Saturday, August 19, 2006

EPL'S NEW SEASON STARTS TONIGHT! yes yes yes!
Can't wait till later.
And I'm still kind of sleepy even though it's 11.40 am.
Nevermind about that.
Hm..
Let's see if I could put a video here. Saw it yesterday..haha.
Funny.

Mortal Kombat. Haha.. This is funny.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FheI0auVl7Y

Robot Dance..This is way sick! I mean wicked and smooth.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sj3xG81zgP4

{ 11:40 am }
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Friday, August 18, 2006

I PUT A NEW SONG ON THE TOP RIGHT!! LISTEN TO IT! mwa ha ha.

Alright everyone.My english oral is done and over with.Quite interesting.The topics were on history, career and future and I'm like " oh no....mind block! mind block!"At first i was excited waiting outside while Yongsheng was inside being examined. Um...ok...having his oral not examined. Sounds like some visit to the doctor's. So I was out there happily gleaming to myself as I was planning what to say about the picture discussion. My teacher said "read like it was the best passage you had ever read." And yes i did as told plus something extra. Extra and stupid according to me. After finishing picture discussion, which came as a shock because the only thing the invigilator said was " discuss the picture" and I'm like " um...ok...where do I start.", I did my conversation.
Give it my all right?
Yarh..that's exactly what I did i suppose. As i was yakking and yakking about what I think my life would be like in the future, I had a minor breakdown. That means crying for those ignorants. I was talking a lot and suddenly I realised the topic that I touched on really saddens me. Something about the past...no, not something that I did wrong. Just the past..
Like history.
Talking about history, the picture we had was this group of little kids trailing behind this man who I believe should be a Sir Stamford Raffles impersonator. So when I was preparing [ the 10 mins preparation thing.], I was trying to recall which year Sir Stamford Raffles came to Temasek. And I went " 1819? 1918? 1819? 1918? 1819? " infront of the timer! [ who so happens to be Ms Tahiya.] . hahaha...
She heard me murmuring these years and she looked at me all weirded-out. hahahaha....Who cares...Im trying to remember something here!
Ok ok...back to my dramatic little part. The invigilators had to wait for awhile for me to recover and collect myself. hahaha...
My heart went " stop crying! stop crying!! got people infront of you!! ORAL EXAM!! 'O' LEVELS!!! STOP!! "
And I did proceed. Had to apologise to the invigilator. Then she said it was okay and proceeded on to the next topic. Wow! Instantaneously, she changed topic! I'm like " WOOOOOO!!!!!! NO MORE HISTORY!!!"
And the next topic was on future. Argh...
I think I really sucked at certain questions. But the rest were fine. Thank God.
I was beaming and grinning as I made my way out of that intense, nerve wrecking room. Melrick was outside waiting for his turn to get skinned alive! mwa ha ha...ok no.
Obviously he was waiting to be tested on. His face turned even whiter as he saw me grinning at him. hahaha...
Ms Tay said so far the invigilators said we did fine. I hope it turns out even better.

Hm...remember that maths mock exam that I was blabbering about before? About how I wanted that A1?
And about when I said I get what I want?
I did it.
I got what I want.
And I want more.
I'm greedy, I know.
I want more moRE MORE!

Don't just wish me luck. Help me out.
Really.
Wishing "good luck" is as good as saying nothing at all.
That's why I don't do it.
Luck won't do anything right?
Doing something does.
So instead of the oh-so common " good luck" and "best of luck",
I'd rather say " do your very best" or " make this the best one you ever did".
Sounds so corny and phoney, I know.
But to me it's true.
Everyone has their own way of saying things right?
I'm saying mine.
How do you say your little good 'luck' charms?
Do share.

And we got a sample of our class photo.
For orders. Teacher's sample. Remember my captain's ball tournament?
Just my luck. Class photo was taken AFTER the first tournaments. Haha... so I looked so dark or tanned [ whatever you call it. I stick to dark.] Was really really dark. Like sunburnt only that I've never really had a sunburn. An overtan. Hm..but, the past is the past. I could never change it right? [ psst...that's a part of what i said for oral conversation. hahah.] And I think I'm starting to see veins appear on both my left and right arms! Right arm was due to the badminton 'friendly' i had with Weilin. Haish...but I don't regret it. Was good muscle training after so long of non-P.E weeks. Play badminton also arm pain. haiyo! I smacked the shuttlecock just to see it fly up high and fast. Macam jakon gito0o0o...

Alright la. Goodbye!

{ 5:44 pm }
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Sunday, August 13, 2006

Finally i got to watch yamakasi.
the first part.
great!
kien was even hotter.
hahahah...
ok no. second part he was hotter.
mwa ha ha.
first part was funnier.
second part is way serious...
oh hey..

i forgot to tell about the captain's ball thing.
we came in 1st....runner-up.
hahaha
ok la.
yvonne was the catcher for the whole 2 or 3 matches.
i had to run.
ok uh.
was good fun.

{ 4:50 pm }
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Friday, August 11, 2006

i just got back from tuition.
friday. no tuition i know.
but when i was sleeping just now got people disturb!
argh!
call call!
nak tido pon tak senang!
haiyo...
fikri uh call ask come tuition today.
so only three of us uh plus hafiz.
studied chemistry's first few chapters.
quick revision.
um..
let's see what chapters im left with.
ok no.
let's see what ive done.
haha..
macromolecules.
acids and alcohol.
alkanes and alkenes.
up to Water.
then skipped the middle middle chapters.
on to the front two chapters.
which was some separation methods and the second chapter.
acids and bases also got.
so im left with calculations i think.
metals im studying.
hey...
im finishing science!
and biology also.
i studied second chapter.
done.
not going to study that again until i really need to.
um...ok..that didnt make sense..
but whateverla...
understand right?
oh yarh.
remember when i said that i'll write down the process for clotting of blood?
i feel biology-ish now.
ok.

the damaged blood vessels release an enzyme called thrombokinase.
the enzyme acts on prothrombin and converts it to thrombin.
prothrombin is present in the plasma in blood.
thrombin is also a form of catalyst.
right?
it catalyses the action of changing the soluble fibrinogen into insoluble fibrin threads.
the fibrin threads then traps the blood corpuscles and form a mass.
the mass is called clot.
mwahaha...
and that is how clot is done.

ok ok.
back to where i left off.
tuition right?
so after tuition the two of them wanted to watch fireworks.
suppose to be at esplanade but they wanted to catch the display from the parking lot.
hahahaa....
asked me to come along uh but i wanted to go home.
so i went home.
they sent me to bus stop then walked back to the parking lot.
but i don't think watching fireworks in tampines is going to ever happen right?
siow leh...

{ 10:15 pm }
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Anybody watched 13th district?
one of the most 'awesomest' movies ive ever seen.
yeah...because got leito..
hahahah...
the storyline is also great.
like yamakasi with a little more um...haha...nvm.
i have a crush on leito.
hahaha...and damien isnt that bad eh?
to azee,
too bad you didnt get to watch it. but the sneak peek wasnt bad right?
teheee...

and...on national day went to me aunt's house.
actually we went there to catch the fireworks display.
but, just our luck, the friggin hdb flat was blocking every damn thing.
screw that flat.
then got nothing to do, watch azee beat up syakir.
oh hoh....
naseb dier tak cengeng.
if not...die!
hahah..no lah.
azee beat him up. then he turned white.
because he saw ghost?
because azee beat the living daylight out of him?
nah...
because...
muker kene tonyoh bedak.
khekhe...
wah! damn syiok!
he ran into his grandma's room but before that, i already had this handful of powder in my hand.
so as he was running, suddenly he saw white.
haha...yah..his face.
beh muker blur.
we all laugh uh at the little kiddo.
then wipe the face with what?
nothing else but his GRANDFATHER'S KAIN?!?!
mwahaha...

then i smacked the powder onto his face again.
ahahaha...so white.
finally, his face remained white because the powder couldnt come off.
hahaha....
then azee stood at the entrance of the room.
he tried running away from her.
monster gaknyer..khekhe.
funny thing..
he ran into the kitchen.
then banged into the chair!
i was laughing my head off!

{ 1:32 pm }
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Saturday, August 05, 2006

YAY!
i gots new slippers.
eheh..ok..not convincing.
but what the heck..
theyre mine!!
i love them.
thank you to my sister.
mwa ha ha.
she bought both of them for me.
me me ME!

and i watched billy elliott yesterday.
hehe...
nice..........................................

{ 9:21 pm }
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Dont know if anyone noticed, but i did change almost all the songs up there..
Sorry if there is any vulgarities in the some of the songs.
Tehee...im in love with the current songs up there.
so go listen aite?

and yesterday night i was listening to the radio.
ok..sounds weird because i never do listen to radios.
and i dont.
but i just happened to get so bored yesterday while doing sudoku so i turned on the radio.
and there was this one request.
a request for the song "untitled."
but but but...by..
here's the funny part.
by "Pimpleplan"
kpale otak seh.
hahaha..
and i was laughing all by myself.
siow..

here's one thing i hate.
Reality shows.
sheesh....
seriously, i dont see the point in watching reality tv.
telling us how to live for real?
is that it?
whatever it is...
im sick of it.

{ 8:42 am }
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Friday, August 04, 2006

Just got home from school.
not tired.
that's a first.
why?
because i just did a maths mock exam paper one. It's actually this year's maths mid year paper. im thinking that we didnt sit for that one because it had matrix and stuff that is NOT in our syllabus in it.
and i finished it in one hour ten minutes flat.
woopeeeeeeeee!!!!
and what do i want?
i want that A1 bebeh!
i mean, that is the reason why i did my maths conscientiously all year round right? hahahaha....

on to thursday.
captain's ball tournament.
i was the catcher.
as usual.
i love standing on that chair.
sun tanning! hahahaha....
then there was once i just jumped on the friggin chair and it almost toppled off to the left and farah [ 4n1's defender] shrieked a little.
hehehehe...was fun.
after it slanted, i hurriedly put my right foot down to balance it.
lucky..
if i were to fall, first of all, i'd injure myself.
second of all, it'll be stupid to topple off without even being pushed.
hahahaha..
and overall, we did great i guess.
but i missed the ball like, often?
my fault.
my bad.
i know i know.
but we got through and im just happy.
urm...but its a little complicated.
i dont really have a confirmation if we are going to be playing on national day.
but argh!
wtf, we did our best.
luckily there was yvonne to replace me as catcher.
id be dead if she wasnt there.
thank you!

and i remembered sometime this week i had an english summary writing clinic.
was good.
was invited to it.
i love summary writing i guess.
my problem is the composition paper one part.
i have no idea what to write most of the time!
gah!!
hope i get help soon!!!
ok ok.

and for the rest of the week, let's just put it to rest.
hahahaha....
cant wait for my maths result!!!
yahooooo!
bye my loves! <333

{ 6:43 pm }
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